说出我的秘密

    今天是我实习结束后的第一天, 不得不承认自己还是有点怀念和不舍的。 人真是奇怪的动物啊。 想当初我是多么得不想去博物馆啊， 多么得讨厌那边的人啊。 如今， 回过头来看一看， 发觉问题还是出在自己身上。 过去内向的我在陌生的环境中， 陌生人面前， 总是会不自觉地躲藏在自己所谓的安全意识中。 我不敢与人沟通， 是因为我害怕别人看见我内心深处的那一道防线， 所以我情愿独自一人呆在角落。或许角落处的那堵墙才是我当时最信赖的依靠。 我不敢与人正视，是因为我怕别人看见我眼中的不确定。 我历来就是一个缺乏安全感的人， 只有同最亲密的朋友在一起的时候， 我才能最真正的自己。其实，我也在试图改变自己， 只不过那会是一段相当漫长的过程。

    直至实习临近结束的时候， 我才同几位同事有了接触， 感觉她们都是很可爱的人。 只可惜为时已晚，我已没有机会和她们见面了。要是自己主动一点，迈出第一步的话，结果就会不同了。

    也许那样的话， 我回留下更多美好的回忆。 可是，结束就是结束了， 有些人注定在你生命里只是个过客。留下回忆，足矣。

I dreamed I had an interview with God

"So ,you would like to interview me?"God asked.

"If you have the time,"I asked.

God smiled."My time is eternity.What questions do you have in mind

to ask me?"

"What surprise you most about humankind?"

God answerd:

"That they get bored with childhood and they rush to grow up and

then long to be chindren again.'

"That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money

to restore their health."

"That by thinking anxiously about the future,they forget the present

so that they live in neither the present nor the future."

"That they live as if they will never die,and they die as if they had

never lived."

God's hands took mine and we were silent for a while and then I asked:

"As a parent,what are some of life's lessons you want you children

to learn?"

God replied with a smile:"To learn that they cannot make anyone

love them.What they can do is to let themselves be loved."

"To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their

lives,but who they have in their lives."

"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."

"To learn that a rich person is not the one who has the most

but is the one who needs the least."

"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound

wounds in persons one loves,and that it may take many years

to heal them."

"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."

"To learn that there are persons who love them dearly,but

simply do not konw how to express or show their feelings."

"To learn that money can buy everything but happiness."

"To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see

it very differently."

"To learn that it is not always enough that they can be forgiven

by others,but that they must also forgive themselves."

"Thank you for you time,"I said humbly,"Is there anything

else you would like your children to know?"

God smiled and said,"Just know I am here always."

       新学期的基英老师真是有性格，上课惜字如金，不苟言笑的，却老是给我们看些恐怖片。顺便问问你的commets。平时我根本不可能，也不敢去看这类片子。最近连看了两部，也算是一次不错的体验啊！所以呢，越来越欣赏这个老师了。

      这次阅读的老师是个自信的女人，虽然名字土得可以，叫王美媚，年纪也快六十了吧！不过超有自信，第一节课就说：When I was young， I was actually beautiful and charming！我看她现在也散发着六十岁女人的魅力啊，很有气质，还会弹钢琴呢！不时有句话说自信的女人是最美丽的！她的确担当的起这个名字

    PS：希望这学期这两门都能考个高分。那就perfect了！